Tag Archives: childhood and family wounding

The Gifts Behind the Fear

I’ll be lying if I say that I have transcended my fear-based 3D level of consciousness that nothing now fazes me. Not knowing this woman’s exact psychological condition and state of [mental and emotional] health has certainly caused me to … Continue reading

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Facing My Fear, Saying “No” To My Father, 20 Years Later

I sense a familiarity in the energy, in his personality. The politeness, kindness and generosity he initially shows me truly impresses me. I’m almost swept off my feet! I’m tempted to be swayed by the false, limiting belief that “It’s … Continue reading

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The Hurting Little Boy Behind the Angry Man – Remembering Dad on His Birthday (Part 5)

On that fateful December 29, 1994 evening, my last vision of my father, which I posted about here, Dad not only exhibited such an unfathomable horrific display of anger.  He even prepared the unthinkable — a deed to disown me!  My … Continue reading

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Chiron Return: A Soul Recovery

If you’ve been following this site for several months now, you may have already read about the pivotal astrological Chiron Return phase that I’m going through. Chiron Return is the time when Chiron goes back to its original position in our natal … Continue reading

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Shining My Light – Remembering Dad, Part 3

“Dad, are you happy?” I finally mustered enough courage and asked my father. Asking him how he was didn’t come easily to me not only because of my fear of speaking up. It was also because Dad and I rarely … Continue reading

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And the Pattern of Abuse Continues – Remembering Dad Part 2

“Talaga Nadine? Sandok? Yun ang ginamit ko? (Really Nadine? Ladle? That’s what I used?) “ She sounded very surprised.  To my surprise. Dad’s second wife responded as though she was hearing it for the first time.  Or like I was talking … Continue reading

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Chiron and Me and Our Rejection Story

“Ay, bakit ganyan ang itsura ng anak ko? Ang itim-itim! (Oh, why does my child look like that? So dark-skinned!)” Huge disappointment was clearly behind those words. They were uttered by my mother after having seen me for the first time after she gave birth to me — her … Continue reading

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