All connected with and stemming from my living situation.
All scenarios ended up a mess. All interactions ended up in chaos. Tragic. Traumatic! 😮 😮 😮
There surely must be a message, right?
For someone who looks for the meaning and message behind every encounter — and I mean every encounter and situation, be it significant or mundane, and sometimes more than necessary — it’s impossible for these recent occurrences to go away unnoticed.
The frequency is too in-my-face for me to ignore! 😉
Without a doubt, there is a learning and growth opportunity. There’s got to be!
And this is clearly more than a nudge from the Universe. It’s more like a hefty shove — enough to get me on my knees! 😀
Yesterday, I began reviewing my posts from the time that misfortune began.
Unfortunately, something went wrong with my external hard drive where I keep my files including my much-treasured journal entries which are no longer retrievable! So, I can only now rely on my posts to help me review those experiences. I am revisiting those posts to help me draw from the insights and wisdom I had gained then.
Are there any of which I’ve missed out? What are those that I did not ‘get’ which is why I repeatedly encounter such toxic energies, situations, and people?
Thankfully, before I allowed myself to spiral down the path of self-blame, a most disempowering and most unloving path to one’s self, I came across a post which contains the very message that I need to hear. (Don’t you just love it when what you need to hear comes from what you’ve written or said a while back? One of those Divine Moments that remind me to tap into and rely upon the Wise One Within. My Inner Authority, yeah!) 😉
What I shared in that post has to do with the misleading belief that everything that happens to me is a reflection of my state of being, aka, The Law of Mirroring/Attraction.
You know, the distorted thinking that I attract low-vibrating, ‘negative’ situations and energies because there is a match in our energies. That I, too, am vibrating at such a low frequency. That I, too, am toxic and harmful.
Here’s what I wrote, in part, in that post:
What I’m attracting isn’t the situation or the individual per se. I’m attracting and causing the opportunity for me to create a response of the most loving and highest vibrational frequency — instead of a reaction.
I AM creating the opportunity for me to keep centered and calm when the energies around me are chaotic.
I AM attracting the opportunity for self-control and self-mastery.
I AM causing the opportunity to enforce my energetic boundaries so that I don’t get sucked into the energy pattern and dynamics of those whose vibrational frequencies do not align with mine.
These toxic or negative individuals are certainly not aware of their pain and fear. The only way they know how to handle such energies is to pass them on. To spew them out. To project them to others.
It is their way of hooking others into their drama.
When I allow them to do that, when I get hooked into their drama by reacting — instead of responding — when I get thrown off-centered, when I, too, like them, start to become fearful and operate from a space of pain — instead of from a Divine Space of Love — I have not wisely used the opportunity to hone the skills that lead to self-mastery.
And it is the growth opportunity that I caused, created and attracted — not the negativity or toxicity per se.
It isn’t because I AM negative or toxic — as the Law of Mirroring or Attraction implies when [incorrectly] applied to every situation.
I still believe in the Law of Mirroring, though. I just don’t believe anymore that it applies to all situations.
Not everything or everyone is a reflection of what or who I AM.
You may read that post in full here.
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