Wow. I thought it would go on for the entire evening and even way into the wee hours of the morning.
Thankfully, after four hours or so of continuous and profuse — and I mean, p-r-o-f-u-s-e — sweating, my body ‘normalized.’
And to think, this is the third night — and last, I hope — that it happened this week. Not on three consecutive nights, though, but every other night.
My palms and the bottoms of my feet were extremely hot. Intense inner body heat oozing out of every cell of my body.
I was burning inside, but I was also feeling extremely cold. Hot, one minute. Cold, the next. And hot and cold at the same time.
My crown chakra was in immense pain. My head was thumping. Something was pushing against my scalp, desperate to come out. It was worse than a cold or sinus headache. Much, much worse and more intense!
It also felt really weird. I’d be bundled up one evening. Then, I’d be ‘normal’ and ‘well’ the next day. Like I wasn’t even that ‘ill’ the night before.
Did I experience that? Did my body go through that? Was that me? Was that my experience?
But because we’re on the ascension path, we cannot expect our experiences to be ‘normal.’ We go through the most bizarre and strangest of them all! 🙂
Inexplicable. Illogical. Incomprehensible.
Yet very real.
But let’s not attempt to explain it to the Western medical practitioners. Not only will they not understand. We’ll most likely end up in an ego battle.
They will come up with all sorts of explanations. They will make us go through several tests — but they will not be able to find out what’s ‘wrong.’ The test results will come out ‘normal. ’ We’ll end up spending more than necessary for such tests and procedures. Not to mention, pills and medications.
But when in doubt, consulting with a physician is always an option. And as with anything, it is our inner guidance that we need to ultimately follow. Our bodies have their own wisdom, and they don’t lie.
And as I listened to my body, it was clear that I was going through the ascension flu. And I haven’t experienced it in quite a while. The last time was in early 2013; I’ve since experienced the other physical ascension symptoms such as dizziness, fatigue, bodily aches and pains, and digestive system disorders.
This recent ascension flu though has been a most intense ascension symptom. Admittedly, I had my fair share of fearful thoughts.
Might this be something serious? Is there cause for me to worry? Should I go and see a doctor?
But I simply kept tuning into my body and sought guidance from my Divine Self. As early as the first night that I experienced it, I had the knowing that it was simply my body’s way of releasing toxins. It was time to transmute miscreated energies that no longer serve me.
I received two deeply healing and therapeutic massages the past week. They ushered in the release of these toxic energies that have been lodged in my system for a long time.
A couple of weeks ago, I wrote that “my body was catching up with all the exhaustion — the physical fatigue, mental anguish, emotional turmoil.” This, from my recent travel adventure — both geographical travels and adventures of the Soul.
In a recent post, I talked about encountering once more “the all too familiar energies and themes of manipulation and deception. Betrayal. Abuse. Addiction. Dark energies. Familiar uncanny dark energies!”
It wasn’t only in my travels the past couple of months that I encountered these energies. I already came up against them as early as the first time that I stepped foot in the city of Sipalay back in December 2013. (Sugar Beach is located in Sipalay, and it was my home for one-and-a-half-years.)
I already had my doubts back then. I recognized — and detested — the energies that I encountered at the onset. I already asked myself whether Sipalay was a nurturing and supportive environment for me.
These same toxic energies continued to play out in my interactions and in most of the resorts where I stayed. It was also evident during my interactions with the local government and tourism offices all throughout my stay — until I left the resort in Sugar Beach in haste last May.
I started exploring my next possible island home location — the island of Guimaras where the same energies played out in all my interactions with the owners of the three resorts where I stayed.
They were certainly coming up for clearing and healing! They were coming up for me to release all the hurtful feelings, anger and other toxic emotions that resulted from my experiences and interactions with these energies — not only recently but all through the years, and perhaps more importantly, all the way from my childhood days and even past lives.
As we break old patterns and beliefs, as we heal deep and long-standing wounds, as we shift our perceptions and create new empowering patterns, we inevitably release from our system these energies that no longer serve us. Hence, the awakening and ascension symptoms. And the ascension flu is a result of the kundalini rising. There’s a lot of information on the topic elsewhere on the Internet as well as published books.
As I was going through the ascension flu, I was mindful that I did not let my fear-based thoughts overcome me.
Rather than resist or be afraid of the experience, especially as it was taking several hours for the profuse sweating to stop and the heat to dissipate, I simply stayed with it. I allowed the release to take place.
In fact, not only did I welcome the release — I encouraged it. I drank a lot of turmeric and ginger tea to accelerate the sweating and release of the toxins.
And as the energies were releasing from my system, I thanked them for the purpose that they have served, and the lightness that I’m now starting to feel!
😀 ⭐ ❤ ⭐ 😀
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