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Solar Eclipse in Taurus – Then (1994 ) & Now (2013)

I just came across a Facebook post from Jennifer Hoffman. It’s about the current Solar Eclipse and where she was in May 1994. The last time the same eclipse configuration took place. Where were you in May 1994? What were … Continue reading

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Recognizing Life Purpose: What are you here to do?

In my previous post, I mentioned that it is the work and writing of Karen Bishop that has provided me with my much needed guidance,  particularly with defining, redefining, refining my mission and life purpose. Actually, Karen isn’t the only one.  … Continue reading

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Loving myself: My caretaking days are over

It took a while for me to get to this place, where being of service to others by taking care of them is no longer what gives me joy. For the longest time, my guiding questions have been, “How can … Continue reading

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Healer, heal thyself

What? Only one like and one comment? And from the same person who “liked” it? Why? Why did it not appeal to other than this one person? What’s “wrong” with what I wrote? I immediately went to fear-driven thinking. My … Continue reading

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And the pattern of abuse continues – Remembering Dad Part 2

“Talaga Nadine? Sandok? Yun ang ginamit ko? (Really Nadine? Ladle? That’s what I used?) “ She sounded very surprised.  To my surprise. Dad’s second wife responded as though she was hearing it for the first time.  Or like I was talking … Continue reading

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My last vision of my father – Remembering Dad Part 1

“Dad, please help me stop looking for you and your love in the men in my life.” It was my prayer as I lighted a candle on my altar after learning from Mom that Dad passed on. It was a … Continue reading

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My need for approval: 50 years later

I am what I am And what I am needs no excuses I deal my own deck Sometimes the ace, sometimes the deuces. There’s one life and there’s no return and no deposit One life so it’s time to open … Continue reading

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Chiron and me and our rejection story

“Ay, bakit ganyan ang itsura ng anak ko? Ang itim-itim! (Oh, why does my child look like that? So dark-skinned!)” Huge disappointment was clearly behind these words. They were uttered by my mother after having seen me for the first time after I was born. Her yet another … Continue reading

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Chiron return: A return to my family and childhood wounding

Do I write about all my unpleasant experiences with my father? Do I include the ugly parts of his personality?  Or do I focus only on the healing and forgiveness that has transpired within me and between me and Dad, … Continue reading

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Chiron Return: A Most Meaningful Rite of Passage

How many “once in a lifetime” opportunities do we encounter in our lives? And how many of them do we let slip by, leaving us with the question, “What if?” How many of them do we grab and make the … Continue reading

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